"My First Gay Novel" —Tony Heyes

The Charioteer
by Mary Renault
Vintage Books
First published 1957
ISBN: 0-375-71418-9
Marilyn Monroe was still alive when, naive almost to the point of
imbecility, I started work as an office boy in our local Town Hall.
Among my many onerous duties (administering the tea fund, keeping the
stationery cupboard tidy, going to the pasty shop) was sauntering forth
every day at 4.15 p.m. to get the local evening newspaper for my boss.
One sunlit afternoon my attention was riveted by a banner headline:
“SEX PERVERTS’ VICE RING IN COURT”. With eyes standing out like chapel
hat-pegs, I stood on the Town Hall Square and read the whole article as
the traffic whizzed past. The “vice ring”, it transpired, was a group
of gay men who had been rounded up by the police after they had trawled
through the address book of one of them. Their only crime was to have
known one another with a degree of intimacy then illegal. One police
witness confessed to being shocked and revolted when one of the
“perverts” said of his partner that he loved him as the policeman no
doubt loved his wife. Most of the men involved worked in
administration or nursing at the local hospital; none was in any
meaningful sense “vicious”. All were convicted of varying degrees of
indecency and several got prison sentences.
This type of newspaper article served more than anything else to
reinforce the feeling of paranoia and (not to put it any more strongly)
self-doubt with which gay men lived at that time. There had been
several similar, more celebrated cases reported nationally throughout
the nineteen-fifties and there were to be more in the early sixties.
So it was something of a relief and a revelation to come across Mary
Renault’s novel The Charioteer which had been published a few years
before. For the first time it was possible to read of a gay man who did
not feel himself to be morally deformed or the spawn of Satan. This was
Miss Renault’s sixth novel and her last contemporary one. Thereafter
she would write historical novels set in ancient Greece, a time
and place she clearly felt was more congenial.
Publishing The Charioteer at that time was a brave and pioneering thing
to do. It is clear from the books that preceded it that Miss Renault
was particularly interested in homosexuality, not surprising since she
herself was a lesbian. Gayness is a theme that runs through most of her
novels. The most notable aspect of them, however, is that it is treated
as a given, not something that need be queried or agonised over. Having
read all of her novels I would suggest that with The Charioteer she
achieved maturity as a novelist. Each book was an improvement on the
previous one and with this she found her true voice.
The story is set in a military hospital, somewhere in England,
during World War Two. Laurie Odell is a twenty-three year-old soldier
who was badly wounded during the retreat from Dunkirk. Surgeons
have succeeded in saving his leg by performing a series of operations
over several months. Laurie feels like a fish out of water – he
attended boarding school and comes from a very different walk of life
from most of the other patients. What is more, he is gay. Miss Renault
skilfully depicts the inadequacy of someone in his situation – the
inappropriate responses, the inability to empathise, the agonising over
saying the wrong thing; in short, the general feeling of alienation.
Life alters irrevocably for Laurie when some conscientious objectors
are drafted in as ward orderlies. He falls hopelessly in love with one
of them, Andrew Raynes. Andrew is a very young Quaker and has agonised
long and hard before becoming an objector. Their relationship develops
slowly. Andrew seems to reciprocate Laurie’s feelings but Laurie is
reluctant to declare himself, preferring to let events take their
course.
Into this situation comes Ralph Lanyon, whom Laurie idolised at school
and who left under a cloud. He has had to leave his ship having lost
several fingers in battle. He thought Laurie was dead, having been on
the ship that brought him home when he was wounded and not expected to
live, so their meeting at a gay party is a shock and surprise to him.
Laurie attends the party only because he has heard Ralph’s name
mentioned. They renew their friendship but then Ralph, a forceful, less
complex character than Laurie, unwittingly messes up Laurie’s life and
ruins any future he might have had with Andrew. Miss Renault describes
beautifully and with great compassion the brittle campery of the
fighter-pilots at the party, hyped up on Benzedrine, eating, drinking
and making merry for they know that tomorrow they will die. At the same
time she is unsparing in her implicit disapproval of those who see war
as a licence to abandon all moral restraint and responsibility for
others.
Re-reading The Charioteer after so long a time one views it from
a different perspective, whilst revisiting and reaffirming old
conclusions. Her avoidance of the “F” word, substituting an “m” for the
“f”, seems a bit twee now, but given that the language of Milton and
Shakespeare is rapidly becoming the language of Sid Snot, her solution
is perhaps preferable; not to have any profanity would be even better.
Coarseness of words bespeaks coarseness of thought, and if that is
elitist then sod it! I remember being devastated by the end of the
novel. Laurie loses Andrew, ultimately, because of his own diffidence
and respect for Andrew’s integrity. He is not prepared to force the
issue and so is stuck with Ralph. Miss Renault herself said she was
following Shaw’s Candida, Laurie opting for the one who couldn’t cope
without him. She felt that Andrew and Laurie would eventually make up
their differences but that Andrew would eventually die a martyr in some
fever-stricken swamp or murdered by the Viet-Cong.
The Charioteer is of its time and some of its social parameters
seem odd now that homosexuality is no longer illegal. Even so,
prejudice and persecution still remain and the lessons it taught about
self-respect were valuable ones. Gay is what one is, not what one does.
Gay people have the same rights as anyone else. That being so they
cannot claim to be exceptions from the moral norm; the Categorical
Imperative applies to them too. It was, if anything, more of a pleasure
the second time round than the first. It remains a thought-provoking
book whether you agree with its thesis or not.
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The Secret Life of Oscar
Wilde
by Neil McKenna
Century 2003
ISBN 0 7126 6986 8
Lady Bracknell: “Never speak disrespectfully of Society,
Algernon. Only people who can’t get into it do that”.
Like "Hamlet," "The Importance of Being Earnest" is so full of
quotations that most reasonably literate people feel that they know it
off by heart. Consequently, it was with some trepidation that I
approached a performance at Manchester’s Royal Exchange Theatre
last month. Would I be able to watch the play or would I be too busy
mentally reciting the famous lines along with the actors? Indeed, could
I sit quietly or would I feel constrained to say aloud, with Lady
Bracknell, “arise from that semi-recumbent posture! It is most
indecorous”, or with Miss Prism, “The chapter on the Fall of the Rupee
you may omit”? More importantly, could the actors infuse the time-worn
lines with life or would they appear to be saying them by rote? In
other words, had the play become so hackneyed that it was beyond
redemption as a work of art?
I needn’t have worried. After an initially shaky start – the younger
actors having difficulty finding the appropriate speech rhythms – the
play took flight and floated majestically to its gloriously absurd
conclusion. As it was theatre in the round I was able to watch the
reactions of members of the audience opposite, many of whom were either
clearly not of Anglo-Saxon origin or too young to have seen the play
before. They were captivated by the play’s absurdity and revelled in
its exuberant lampooning of social norms among the late Victorian upper
classes. It was Wilde at his fizzing best. Paradoxically, considering
its perennial popularity, "The Importance of Being Earnest" gives clues
to the reason for Wilde’s downfall. It is an outsider’s view of society
that plays with the idea of living a double life, as did Wilde’s
previous social comedies. In so doing it comes dangerously close to
revealing Wilde’s own situation.
Neil McKenna makes this clear in his new biography, The Secret Life of Oscar Wilde,
which breaks new ground by not shirking what has previously been
regarded as the seamier side of Wilde’s life. Few have bothered to
investigate his pre-marital sexual activities or propensities. His
involvement with young men has been seen as some sort of aberration
that was subsequent to his marriage, possibly to the birth of his two
sons. Mr. McKenna has no truck with this approach and has ranged widely
in his search for contemporary evidence. Wilde, it is now clear, lived
with a lover, Frank Miles, long before he met Constance Lloyd who was
to become his wife. He seems, mentally, to have kept his life in
various compartments, possibly to avoid facing the reality of his
nature. It is apparent from various articles in newspapers and
magazines of the time that Wilde was regarded as too precious by half
and certainly effeminate. Not only that, he positively revelled in
cocking a snook at accepted values and delighted in shocking and
provoking. Discretion was not his middle name. The way in which the
American press described him during his 1881 lecture tour of the
U.S. was strikingly similar to the manner in which the British press
was later to describe Liberace.
Despite, or because of, this Wilde and his friends claimed that his
marriage to Constance was a love match. Even so, his letters to her
have an artificial air about them, and his description of her in a
letter to a friend – “a grave, slight, violet-eyed Artemis, with great
coils of heavy brown hair which make her flower-like head droop like a
flower” – might have been penned by Niles Crane about Maris.
Wilde was to treat her with a distant kindness more cruel than cruelty
itself. Within months of their marriage Constance was pregnant and
Wilde seems then to have embarked on a frenzied pursuit of new
sensations or, more accurately, new boys. For a time he was little more
than a sexual scalp-hunter. Given the times, and the jealousy and
outrage Wilde deliberately stirred up among the conventional, it was a
decision that could not but lead inevitably to the conclusion that it
did.
Many intriguing characters flit through the pages of Mr. McKenna’s
book. One would like, for example, to know more about John Gray, the
original of Dorian Gray, who died parish priest of a Catholic Church in
Edinburgh paid for by his lover, André Raffalovich, or about
Lord Rosebery, the Prime Minister who, apparently, shared Wilde’s
tastes. However, this would take Mr. McKenna too far from his main
purpose, which is to present the real Oscar Wilde to us rather than the
gay martyr of myth. In this he succeeds brilliantly.
Presented with the evidence of photographs of Wilde looking like a
beached whale (Max Beerbohm likened him to an enormous dowager) one
wonders how he made so many conquests. They can’t all have been
chubby-chasers, so it is not lookist to feel that money had something
to do with it. Even so, many of his contemporaries testified to his
bewitching charm and mesmerising voice. Personality clearly counted for
a great deal! Ultimately Wilde was to meet his Nemesis in the form of
Lord Alfred Douglas who, we are told, was breathtakingly beautiful.
Again, we have to take this on trust since in his photographs he looks
like a rather peevish telegraph boy. Douglas, whose sexual taste
was for very young men, was fascinated by Wilde, whereas Wilde fell
headlong for Douglas. Together they “feasted with panthers”( one
of Wilde’s traits being his ability to describe the sordid in elevated
tones). The story of the libel case brought by Wilde against Douglas’s
father, and which brought about Wilde’s ruin, is well-known, but Mr.
McKenna has explored both the unexpurgated court records and the social
background to the case and casts it in a new light. Oscar Wilde emerges
from this book a far less attractive figure than the epigrammatist of
legend yet, despite this, the tragedy seems all the more pronounced. He
really was persecuted, as Housman said, “for the colour of his hair”.
This book is a riveting read and is an invaluable and revealing
contribution to gay history.
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Through It Came
Bright Colors
by Trebor Healey
Southern Tier Editions
ISBN: 1-56023-452-0
Set in San Francisco, Trebor Healey’s Through
It Came Bright Colors is a tale of two brothers, one gay and one
straight. Unlike many such tales, it is not a story of sibling rival
and hostility but of mutual love, support and understanding. The
younger brother, Peter Cullane, a seventeen year-old, auburn-haired
athlete of Corinthian grace, is suffering from facial cancer and has to
undergo a gruelling series of operations and treatments. His older
brother, Neill, is gay, twenty-one and still coming to terms with his
sexuality. He has put the resolution of his personal difficulties on
hold for the duration of Peter’s illness. There is an abrasive older
brother, Paul, who fortunately lives away from home.
The family members are trying to support Peter and each other during
this traumatic period, yet are on the edge of falling apart
emotionally, so great is their empathy with him. Mr. Cullane would
rather be anywhere than coping with this predicament whilst Mrs.
Cullane is hanging together only with a supreme effort of will. Her
darling boy is being horribly disfigured before her eyes and his very
life is in danger. Her maternal concern is such that it overwhelms
Peter, so Neill attends to his needs when he is too drugged or too ill
to care for himself.
Peter is responsible for introducing him to a fellow cancer sufferer,
Vince Malone, in the hospital waiting room. Vince is damaged goods, a
street kid with attitude whose cynicism Peter sees as somewhat akin to
Neill’s. It is love at first sight on Neill’s part. He recognises
Vince’s duplicitous nature yet also recognises his bravado for what it
is, his own particular armour against fate. Vince has devised his own
philosophy which involves his questioning everything and regarding all
property as theft. These two tenets conveniently enable him to ignore
anything he finds irksome and to justify stealing. From his point of
view, the world really does owe him a living. Despite his misgivings,
Neill is unable to resist Vince’s attraction and is drawn irresistibly
into the maelstrom of his coruscating personality. So begins a troubled
relationship. It is what Barbara Pym would have called “an unsuitable
attachment”. As anyone could have predicted, it is doomed to end in
tears, yet for Neill it is an enriching as well as a painful experience.
Neill sees Vince over a period of several weeks, leaving his family to
assume that he has acquired a new circle of Bohemian friends. Despite
his not agreeing with a great deal of what Vince says, Vince’s constant
questioning and challenging of received wisdom opens his eyes. He
realises he has been living in a state of false consciousness. The
world is not as he has been told it is. At the same time Vince’s
volatility and capriciousness compares ill with the rock-like
steadfastness of the aptly named Peter. Throughout the novel these two
relationships play in counterpoint to one another. Neill tells Vince of
his love but Vince is unable to deal with it. His abusive past has
destroyed his ability to trust and commit.
Peter and Neill watch out for each other. When Neill confides in Peter,
Peter accepts his gayness without reservation – “You’re still my
brother”. By the end of the book Peter’s fortitude both inspires and
emboldens Neill, who emerges as a fully-fledged adult. He knows who he
is and his place in the world and is able to share that knowledge with
his parents. They too have been given a new perspective by all that has
happened to Peter and are able to accept him just as he is.
Through It Came Bright Colors is a story of great emotional honesty. At
times poignant, at others funny, it is ultimately an uplifting account
of triumph and growth in the face of adversity. Mr. Healey’s manner is
more than a match to the matter of his subject and carries the reader
all the way with him. Although the book does not, cannot, end with “and
they all lived happily ever after” it is none the less an optimistic
and enriching book that will stand to be read more than once.
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